We don't want to lose any part of this adventure, so this post is just a transcript of our email updates that we sent out this week. So if you are on our email update list, I apologize for the repetition...
May 8th a.m. - Mini Update
"Your way, O God, is holy. What god is great like our God? You are the God who works wonders; you have made known your might among the peoples. With your arm redeemed your people..." (Psalm 77:13-15)
Thank you all for your prayers yesterday! God has answered them in a kind way. Dad sounds great and we are excited about the new directions. I am passing along his brief update, see below:
"The visit with Dr. Strauss (oncologist) yesterday brought a new direction to my treatment. I hope to begin radiation treatment by next week. Jan, Julie and I met with the Radiation Oncologist, Dr. Barker, yesterday afternoon. I really like him. Looks like we added another Doctor to the Team Robertson Adventure.
Since the CT Scan showed that there was no change to the tumors under the current protocol, Dr. Strauss wants to try radiation therapy with a different round of chemotherapy. The issue is that I have to be cleared by Dr. Jain, the Gastroenterologist, after my Upper GI Study today at 10:45 am before Dr. Barker can start the process. Your prayers are appreciated as we go down the road on the next Adventure. God is so good and His timing is perfect. I could not be in a better place at this moment. Thank you, Price"
Grateful for each of you! Thank you for being a part of Team Robertson! :)
-c
May 8th Evening- Mini Update #2
Hello dear ones,
I am so sorry to bomb your inboxes today! But we have great such good news that must be shared!
We got a great report from the Gastroenterologist, Dr. Jain! There was no evidence of constriction in dad's duodenum!! This is a miracle since it was definitely there a couple weeks ago when Dad was in the hospital!! Woah. This good report means that he has been officially released for Radiation Therapy!!
He is still experiencing discomfort in his abdomen and has lost a lot of weight since being in the hospital. So we are praying that he would be able to fight through the "squiggly guts" as he calls them and put some of the weight he has lost back on. He is shooting for 10 lbs. We would love prayer in this area! He needs all the strength he can get.
Dr. Barker, the radiation oncologist, has dad set up for the simulation session (where they map the tumor, set up the control points, and prepare the dosage plan) at 9:00 am tomorrow morning. It looks like radiation therapy could start next week. Another good thing to pray for. :)
I must say, God has sent us so many amazingly precious and perfectly timed "love letters" through all of your wonderful notes, texts, verses and prayers. I have said it before and say it again, it is such a tangible reminder of God's care and kindness toward us. Each one of them is special to us. Thank you for loving and encouraging us so well with such rich Truth. I am grateful for each of you.
-c
"And as for me, I know that my Redeemer lives, and at the last He will take His stand on the earth." -Job 19:25
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Wednesday, May 8, 2013
Monday, May 6, 2013
The Adventure Continues
Since
I got home from the hospital Wednesday April 24th it has been very
active here at Team Robertson Headquarters. I was so glad to be away from the medieval torture device
called the “hospital bed”. While
in the hospital I tried to spend as little time as possible in the rack. One time the hospital doctor came into my
room when there were several visitors.
I was in my chair so the bed was empty. She commented that the only way she could tell that I was
the patient was by the hospital gown I was wearing. That bed ruined my back for several days after I left the
hospital. Everything else at the
hospital was great. The staff was
fantastic as were the nurses and doctors.
The care I received was stellar. I would definitely recommend Baylor
Grapevine if you have to go to the hospital. Bring your own mattress though. Kind of a humorous moment while at the hospital occurred
when I was visiting with Dr. Davis, the hospital Oncologist. He asked me what drugs I had taken
during the first chemotherapy protocol.
I got most of them correct but I stated I had taken Gabatron (I now know
that this is not a real drug and very much sounds like something from a Star
Trek episode). I could tell that
he was searching his brain for what drug that might have been. After a few
minutes he asked would that have been Gemzar? Of course that was it!
Carol was in the room during that conversation and she thought it was
hilarious. Later, I told Carol
that I thought maybe I should try Gabatron since that must be the drug that cures
cancer. I explained that God was
the only one who knew about that drug so I would have to go to Him
directly. That is ultimately who
we need to turn to for the cure for cancer.
After
I got home from the hospital, I had four nights of insomnia. I can really empathize with everyone
that suffers from insomnia. It is
miserable to lie in bed wide awake with no hope of falling asleep. During the first night I told Jan that
I thought I needed to take a “melanoma” pill. She burst out laughing. I realized my mistake but thought I would expand on why I
wanted to take a pill that would cause another type of cancer in my body. I told her that maybe the two cancers
would cancel each other out. You
probably had to be there to experience the laughter. Of course Jan knew that I had intended to say a melatonin
pill, which is supposed to help you fall asleep. I ended up taking one but it did not work. I did realize that we have to laugh as
much as possible because it is great medicine. Thankfully the insomnia only lasted four nights.
Friday
April 26th Marty and Gary stopped by on their way to Austin. It was great getting the chance to see
them again. Carol also flew in to
spend the weekend with us. It is such
a blessing to have my girls here.
Cathy (Jan’s lifetime friend) and Steve, her husband, left Saturday
April 27th. She really
made a difference while she was here.
Not just as a helper but also as a spiritual warrior. The spiritual battle can be more
difficult to wage than the physical battle. Everyone who lifts me and/or my family up with prayer
contributes to the spiritual battle in a mighty way. Lindsey dropped by Saturday as well and we had a great
visit. Sunday April 28th
brought a visit from Jan’s brother Brad and his wife Anne. It was a great afternoon of catching up
and hearing about their trip to Scotland plus their support was invaluable.
Monday
April 29th brought a visit to my Gastroenterologist, Dr. Jain to
talk about all the issues I have been having with eating, digesting, and
generally not getting enough calories.
Since I was already scheduled to have a CT Scan Wednesday May 1st
it was decided to review the results Friday and decide on a course of
action. Tuesday was my appointment
with Dr. Strauss, my Oncologist, and hopefully my fifth round of the second
protocol of Chemotherapy. I did
get the Chemotherapy and set up a time on Tuesday (tomorrow!) May 7th
to go over the results of the CT Scan with Dr. Strauss. I had the CT Scan Wednesday
May 1st without any issues.
Thursday May 2nd the hazmat Chemo pump came off without any
issues and Carol came back in town for the weekend. Catherine arrived in town Friday May 3rd so Team
Robertson was at full strength and ready for action. It was an awesome weekend in spite of the fact that I was
nowhere near a hundred percent.
The gastric issues, the back pain, the inability to eat and the punk way
I felt kept me from fully engaging until Sunday. Everything got better that morning so I was able to be a
fighting member of Team Robertson.
That was a real answer to prayer.
Tomorrow
I visit with Dr. Strauss on what the next steps are in my treatment. Wednesday I have an upper gastro intestinal
scan and Thursday I see Dr. Sanders, my Internist. Whew.
That
should catch everyone up on the past few weeks and the next few days. A few nights ago as I lay awake due to
the insomnia a Chris Tomlin song kept running through my head. I copied the verses below:
Chris Tomlin “Our God (Is
Greater)”
“Our God is greater, our
God is stronger, God you are higher than any other. Our God is healer, awesome in power, Our God! Our God! Our God is greater, our God is
stronger, God you are higher than any other. Our God is healer, awesome in power, Our God! Our God! And if our God is for us, then who
could ever stop us. And if our God
is with us, then what could stand against. And if our God is for us, then who could ever stop us. And if our God is with us, then what
could stand against. Then what could stand against.”
That
was very comforting to me during this season of turmoil. God is on my side and there is none
higher. The fact that I can have a
personal relationship with God because of the sacrifice Jesus made is beyond
belief. He is an awesome God!
The
Bible verse God has given me to study the last few days is 1 Peter 5:6-11.
1 Peter 5:6-11
“Humble yourselves,
therefore, under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you at the proper
time, casting all your anxiety upon Him, because He cares for you. Be of sober spirit, be on the
alert. Your adversary, the devil,
prowls about like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. But resist him, firm in your faith,
knowing that the same experiences of suffering are being accomplished by your
brethren who are in the world. And
after you have suffered for a little while, the God of all grace, who called
you to His eternal glory in Christ, will Himself perfect, confirm, strengthen
and establish you. To Him be dominion
forever and ever. Amen.“
There
is so much to ponder in those verses that I can only hit the highpoints in this
Update. The
immenseness of God is unfathomable to me. How blessed are we that He cares for each of us in such a magnificent way. I want to know how I can humble myself
before God even more than I have so far.
I want to fall into His arms even more so than I already have. I also take immense comfort that you,
my fellow believers, are being used by God to share the burden by listening,
praying, and supporting Team Robertson in such a mighty way. God’s provision for me has been a real
rock for me to stand on. The
accuser has no way to reach me because of the support everyone has shown me and
my family. The day that God
touches me to perfect, confirm, strengthen, and establish me is beyond compare
to my life so far. Praise our God!
Please
continue to pray for me and my family as God ordains. God is continuously using you to support, encourage, lift me
up and pray for Team Robertson.
That is such a comfort to me and my family.
Thank
you,
Price
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
No Place Like Home
So much to be thankful for! Dad got to come home from the hospital today!!
God really heard yall's prayers because all of the doctors and nurses were amazed at how fast his lipase levels fell the last few days. For those of you like me who are not medical professionals, lipase is an enzyme that tells doctors just how inflamed the pancreas is. That is definitely a testimony to the power of prayer. AND I already shared with you about his nurse Mercy, well he also had a tech named Faith coming by his room to check on him while he was there. I love the little love letters God continues to send.
THANK YOU FOR PRAYING!! Here are some specific ways you can continue to join us in prayer:
1. Dad is having trouble eating. Please pray that God would heal his digestive tract so that he would be able to process the sustenance he needs to continue to fight the cancer and that food would be palatable for him.
2. Pray also for all of the doctor appointments next week. He is going to see his oncologist (pray for chemo!!) and gastroenterologist. He is also getting a scan on Wednesday to see how this new chemo protocol is impacting the cancer. Lots of big appointments next week.
3. Last but not least, continue to pray for complete healing!
Words simply don't express how thankful we are for each of you. God is using you in a mighty way for His Kingdom and in our family. Thank you.
Love,
Carol
"But as for me, it is good to be near God; I have made the Lord God my refuge, that I may tell of all your works." -Psalm 73:28
God really heard yall's prayers because all of the doctors and nurses were amazed at how fast his lipase levels fell the last few days. For those of you like me who are not medical professionals, lipase is an enzyme that tells doctors just how inflamed the pancreas is. That is definitely a testimony to the power of prayer. AND I already shared with you about his nurse Mercy, well he also had a tech named Faith coming by his room to check on him while he was there. I love the little love letters God continues to send.
THANK YOU FOR PRAYING!! Here are some specific ways you can continue to join us in prayer:
1. Dad is having trouble eating. Please pray that God would heal his digestive tract so that he would be able to process the sustenance he needs to continue to fight the cancer and that food would be palatable for him.
2. Pray also for all of the doctor appointments next week. He is going to see his oncologist (pray for chemo!!) and gastroenterologist. He is also getting a scan on Wednesday to see how this new chemo protocol is impacting the cancer. Lots of big appointments next week.
3. Last but not least, continue to pray for complete healing!
Words simply don't express how thankful we are for each of you. God is using you in a mighty way for His Kingdom and in our family. Thank you.
Love,
Carol
"But as for me, it is good to be near God; I have made the Lord God my refuge, that I may tell of all your works." -Psalm 73:28
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
More firsts!!
A lot of firsts have occurred since Saturday. Everything had gone very well after the
ERCP. At 1:00 am Sunday I had the
first pain during this Adventure.
It was a 6 or 7 on the 10 scale.
By 3:30 am I was asking the nurse what pain medication
they had prescribed for me. He
said it was morphine. That was a
first for me as well. Until that
moment I had not had any narcotics. It brought the pain down to a 2 or 3. Sunday morning the doctors figured out
that I had pancreatitis from the ERCP procedure. My lipase level came in at 9,000. Normal is 100 or less.
Pancreatitis is inflammation of the pancreas. Mine may have been
initiated by irritation of the pancreatic duct. At this point I obviously do not get along with the various
duct systems in my body. I guess
the next to go will be my tear ducts (just a guess).
There is no treatment for pancreatitis. I basically have to not eat or drink until
it settles down. Monday morning
the lipase level had fallen to 3,000.
My pain was under control with the morphine. So things were looking good. This morning my lipase level was 900. I am still at Baylor Grapevine and of
course did not get my Chemo therapy.
That may occur next Tuesday, but we are taking one thing at a time. I may be discharged tomorrow. I am trying to eat some food and drink
some liquids today to see how my pancreas reacts. Prayers for me to respond well over the next few days would
be appreciated.
Cathy, Jan’s lifelong friend, drove in from Midland
Sunday night to help out. She is
such a blessing. It is always
hilarious when the two of them get together. There have been many visitors since I have been in the
hospital. Melanie and Cindy came
by and we had a great time sharing and then a great prayer time. Jeff came by and we talked for a long
time after which he prayed for me and my family. Yesterday Lindy and Lindsey came by and again it was a
special time of sharing and prayer.
As I write this Melanie and Cathy are here and I am eating Jello and
broth.
Well everyone has gone home except Jan and
Julie. The few clear liquids that
I have tried have not gone well.
Though the pancreatic pain is not made worse by eating, the squiggly
guts reaction increases to a very uncomfortable level when I eat. The GI doctor was here and has prescribed
a medication to try to help this response so I can eat my diet. Pray this works so that I can be
discharged soon.
We were uplifted to hear the news that my brother
and sister-in-law are coming in this weekend. This will be a blessing to us and Jan’s mother. Carol is arriving Friday and has Monday
off so she will be able to stay a little longer.
The tough times are the times that try our
soul. Two verses that Melanie that
gave to me today fit this situation I currently find myself in on this
Adventure. Ephesians 3:17b-19 And I pray that you, being rooted and
established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people,
to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know
this love that surpasses knowledge – that you may be filled to the measure of
all the fullness of God. and Psalm 62:1-2 Truly my soul finds rest in God; my salvation comes from Him. Truly He is my rock and my salvation;
He is my fortress, I will never be shaken.
Please continue to pray for me and my family in the
next few days. God continues to
send me love letters at the perfect time so I know He will see us through this
Adventure like He has all the rest.
Thank
you,
Saturday, April 20, 2013
There's a first time for everything...
I
think I have learned a lesson. Things
move too fast to do an update weeks apart.
So I will attempt to write my updates more frequently. The big news this time is that I had my second
ambulance ride in my life and I was admitted to a hospital for the first time
in my life. This all
started Friday morning as I got out of bed.
I was very weak and light headed.
I had been feeling punk most of Thursday and for the first time I could
not bring myself to eat dinner Thursday night.
I had a good night, but like I said earlier, I was weak and lightheaded
getting out of bed. That rapidly turned
into profuse sweating and difficulty doing small tasks with a fever of 102. I looked so bad
Carol called 911 to get a Coppell ambulance dispatched to our house. While Carol was getting the EMTs, Jan was doing
an excellent job taking care of me in spite of my belligerence, caused by my
weakened state. The EMTs arrived
very quickly since they are four blocks from our house and assessed the
situation. It was decided by all that
the emergency room was the next stop. I
arrived very quickly to the emergency room and the course of treatment was to
start high-powered antibiotics since the likelihood that I had an infection was
very high. After many tests and
consultations I was admitted to the hospital (did I say this is the first time
I have ever been admitted to a hospital, although with Julie I have spent many
nights and days in hospitals) to continue the antibiotics and consult with four
doctors (a Gastroenterologist, the hospital doctor, an infectious disease specialist, and an Oncologist). The
consensus was that I needed another ERCP (Endoscopic Retrograde
Cholangiopancreatography) to clear my bile duct stent and possibly place an
additional stent in. The ERCP procedure took
place at 9:00 am this morning without incident.
All last night the song One Thing Remains by Kristian Stanfill
was running through my head. God is so
great to provide love letters at the perfect time to give us comfort and
hope. The Gastroenterologist cleaned me
out and put a longer stent inside the first one to handle some incursions
further up the bile duct. That was
probably the source of the infection and my feeling so lousy Thursday. I am not sure when I will be discharged but
everything is back to normal.
A real blessing for us was the fact that Carol came in Thursday for a visit. She was able to take care of Julie so Jan could stay with me at the hospital. She wrote the most wonderful e-mail this morning that I wanted to share with everyone. I copied the text below:
A real blessing for us was the fact that Carol came in Thursday for a visit. She was able to take care of Julie so Jan could stay with me at the hospital. She wrote the most wonderful e-mail this morning that I wanted to share with everyone. I copied the text below:
Good morning
dear ones.
What a
difficult week it has been for so many across this country. As I sit here and
think about all the pain and brokenness the only words that come to mind are
"Come swiftly Lord, Jesus"! Come to bring ultimate healing and
restoration to these people and this land. A good friend of mine sent a
powerful Bible verse to our family yesterday. I want to share it with you and
pray that it brings you hope and peace as it does to me. Jesus is talking to
his disciples right before he is taken to be crucified. He knew their world was
about to be turned upside down and that they would need to exercise great faith
in the coming days and years. He says, "I have said these things to
you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation.
But take heart, I have overcome the world." (John 16:33) The enemy was
defeated on the cross and has no power over those who have transferred the
leadership of their lives to Jesus. Even though this world is still broken, we
can have peace because He has overcome.
God has given
us great faith and peace in this crazy last 24 hours! Dad is still at the
hospital and is about to go in to have an ERCP procedure to take a look at,
clean out, and possibly reinforce the stent he had put in back in October.
This stent is what is keeping his bile duct operational and they suspect
it may be what is causing the potential infection. Last night
when I was with dad, I asked him what he thought about the procedure (it is not
the most fun process). He said that whatever the Lord willed would be fine with
him. :) He is exercising the faith God has given Him and has such peace in it
all. He looks really good and definitely still has his sense of humor!
Mom stayed up
there with him last night, which left Julie and I to have a sister slumber
party at the house! She did great! She slept most of the night and didn't have
any big seizures!! Such a HUGE praise as seizures are no fun to deal with by
yourself.
One cool
"love letter" from God I want to share with you. Last night when the
nurses were changing shifts for the night shift, the new nurse came in and
introduced herself to us. Her name was Mercy. It felt really good to leave last
night knowing that Mercy was watching over that hospital room. Such
a precious reminder...
I am grateful for
each of you. I cannot say it enough, thank you thank you thank you for walking
this adventure with us. You are a blessing to us and we love you!! I hope to
send an update later today to let you guys know how the procedure goes and
hopefully we will know more about how long they want him to stay at the
hospital.
-C
Now
it is time to catch everyone up on the events of the past few weeks. My high
school friend Ralph came down for a visit a couple weekends ago. It was
awesome. It was like no time had passed since we were
last together. It was a fun time catching up and talking about past
adventures. It was hard for Ralph to
leave Dallas, not because I am such a good friend but because American Airlines
could not get his plane off the ground.
He finally started back to Iowa after a terminal change and I think a
plane exchange due to mechanical problems.
He took off from DFW at the time he was supposed to have arrived in Iowa.
My
youngest daughter, Catherine, came in for a weekend visit after Ralph’s
visit. It was a fun weekend without any
crisis adventures. The weather was
gorgeous and we took full advantage of it.
Catherine and I had some special time together going to The Village
Church for Sunday service. It was a
great service and wonderful message. We
then went to the church service at Silverado (the place where Jan’s mom lives). It was great having the whole family (we
missed Carol) visiting Meme and worshiping the Lord.
I
was supposed to have my fourth round of the second protocol Monday the 15th
of April. We showed up at the Oncologist
but once again my labs prevented me from proceeding with the course. The infusion was rescheduled for this coming
Monday. That may be delayed as well if I
am still in the hospital. Prayers for discharge Sunday and good labs Monday
morning are in order. I have experienced
God’s love for me throughout this Adventure and will continue to desire His
perfect timing for the next steps going forward.
If
you were to review the blog from the beginning it is awesome to see how God has
orchestrated the Adventure so far. It is
neat to have this record to remind one’s self of how gloriously God has walked
with me and my family during this Adventure.
Your prayers have had much to do with that provision.
Thank you,
Price
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Waiting Rooms
Written Wednesday 3-20-2013
Sunday 3-31-2013
For some reason, which I cannot elucidate,
I am just now getting back to the Update I started eleven days ago. God
continues to amaze me with His provision. During this Easter season His
greatest provision for everyone is, of course, being proclaimed every where.
The sacrifice that Jesus made so that all our transgressions and human failings,
that separate us from God, could be forever atoned for was God’s greatest act of
reaching out to us to bring us back to Him. What an awesome
God!
I am officially retired from Oncor after
thirty eight years with them. It feels good and sad all at the same time.
There was a wonderful retirement celebration on March 18th at the Fairmont Hotel
in downtown Dallas. It was great seeing everyone and reminiscing about my
career but what was especially nice was that Jan, Julie, Carol, and Catherine
could be there and meet and talk with everyone I had worked with at Oncor. Carl
Brown made a very special wall hanging that had my favorite verse (Job 19:25)
and a wooden cross on it with places for my employees to write very special
messages on. I was also given many notes and cards and a very generous gift of
money. Thanks to everyone who participated and for the wonderful mementoes and
gifts.
I know I am retired because my BlackBerry
is dead (literally) and my work computer has been relinquished to Oncor. Those
were the final ties to work. So far I have not missed them and I seriously
think that I never will. That chapter of my life is closed. On to other
endeavors. I am staying busy and as I stated earlier, God continues to amaze me
with His provision for my life. We get notes and letters that are so very dear
and confirm that God is at work in our lives on a daily basis. Carol has been
with us in Dallas since Thursday and will be leaving tomorrow. Ralph Webb, a
great friend from high school, will arrive in Dallas Thursday. It has been
thirty years since last we met. That will be a special visit. Catherine will
be in town the next weekend. We went to Easter Service Saturday afternoon at
Matt Chandler’s church (The Village Church Flower Mound) and reconnected with
some dear friends. It was as if God orchestrated the whole affair. It was so
awesome to attend the service as a family and so much fun to visit and catch up
with Deb and Mike and their family.
I start my fourth round of the second
protocol Tuesday, if the lab values work out. I am ready for the next round
because God is with me and His provision is perfect. The Adventure continues.
As events unfold I will be continuing the Updates. Thank you for your continued
prayers and support. Pray as God leads for me and my family.
Thank you
Price
As
I finally start my third round of the second protocol of Chemo, which means I am
tied to the needles, tubes, bags and pumps for five or more hours today, there
is time to contemplate the message that God has placed on my mind and to
complete another update. I am truly thankful that the lab work came back with
all the values in range to allow for Chemo today. The verse that I am
contemplating is Jeremiah 29:10-13 For thus says the Lord, “When seventy
years have been completed for Babylon, I will visit you and fulfill My good word
to you, to bring you back to this place.” “For I know the plans that I have for
you,” declares the Lord, “plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a
future and a hope.” “Then you will call upon Me and come and pray to Me, and I
will listen to you.” “And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me
with all your heart.” The crux of the message is that the Israelites will
be in captivity in Babylon for seventy years because they rejected God. After
the seventy year waiting period God will restore the Israelite Nation and
restore their spiritual foundation.
Since I am again in the Waiting Room related to my cancer I
can draw some parallels with the Jeremiah verses. I have identified two kinds
of Waiting Rooms that apply to my situation. The first is the temporal Waiting
Room. This is the one driven by the physical world. I am in that room based on
the doctors and course of treatment they chose for me. The end of this Waiting
Room experience will be the next CT scan. That is the measure of the success of
the treatments on my cancer. The second is the spiritual Waiting Room. I will
always be in the spiritual Waiting Room with God if I approach Him in reverence,
unlike the Israelite Nation which spiritually separated themselves from God
during the Babylon captivity. But, even in that spiritual separation God had
plans for welfare and a future and a hope for the Israelites. So, God always
had a plan for restoration of the Israelites. In my situation I know that God
is with me in both the temporal Waiting Room and the spiritual Waiting Room. I
know the plans He has for me, in a large part because I seek Him daily and pray
to Him as often as I can. I know He is with me since He has answered my prayers
and continues to do so. While I will be in the temporal Waiting Room
periodically throughout my treatment I will always strive to remain in God’s
spiritual Waiting Room. In either case He is with me. Since He is there with
me in both waiting places, I can take comfort that He has plans for welfare and
a future and a hope for me and that I can call on Him and He will listen. That
understanding along with the Unshakable Faith and Unstoppable Joy He has
provided allows me to face this Adventure with full confidence.
Monday, March 11, 2013
Report
I attempted to start my third round of the second protocol of Chemo today. For the first time in all the infusions I have had, my lab levels prevented me from having Chemo today. Specifically, my White Blood Cell Count and another value called the Absolute Neutrophil Count were too low to allow for Chemotherapy. I am now rescheduled for infusion on March 20th. That will give my body time to recover and build my defenses up to satisfactory levels. As I have stated in the past, God’s timing is perfect so I am not disappointed, just curious to see what God has in mind. Watching Him work through all the red tape that is involved in Chemotherapy is part of the joy I receive knowing He is right beside me at every step I take on this Adventure. I was going to use the time while hooked up to the Chemo stuff today to complete this update. Instead, I am at home contemplating the message that God has placed on my mind and to complete the update.
Before I get into the meat of the message, I need to give some context to the verse that God gave me for this update. The situation described in the Bible is that Jesus encounters a man filled with unclean spirits who are named Legion. The man was completely uncontrollable and very tormented. (I am leaving out some of the really neat parts where the Legion recognize Jesus as one who could torment them.) Anyway, Jesus gives them permission to leave the man and enter a herd of swine. All 2,000 of the swine immediately run down a steep bank and are drowned in the sea. The herdsmen reported what had happened to everyone they could find and a crowd came to Jesus. As they approached, they saw the tormented man sitting down, clothed and in his right mind and they became frightened. (The world often misses the point of Jesus.) The crowd entreated Jesus to leave and as Jesus was getting into the boat the man who had been demon-possessed asked to go with Jesus. Jesus did not let him. The verse picks up at that point. Mark 5:19 And He did not let him, but He said to him, “Go home to your people and report to them what great things the Lord has done for you, and how He had mercy on you.” Verse 20 states that he did as Jesus asked and everyone marveled. It is ironic that when in the presence of Jesus some people of the world become frightened but when they hear from someone who was touched by Jesus they marvel.
I believe the reason God wanted me to share this verse in relation to my journey is to let everyone know that I am to follow the example of the tormented man when he was told by Jesus to tell the people what had happened. I feel like I am supposed to share my Adventure with Jesus and God as it happens. Doing so helps the people who are praying for my healing to maintain their diligence, it lets others know that Jesus is working in my life in a very powerful way, and it provides insight into Jesus in a way that is non-threatening to those who have not experienced the saving grace that Jesus provides.
It is important for me to report what great things the Lord has done for me and how he had mercy on me. The journey is not over and I pray that I am up to the task of reporting when my healing occurs. The accuser will not appreciate the powerful message that will be reported at that time and the total defeat of him it represents. The other hindrance I foresee to my reporting is the proclivity of us to forget the great things God does for us in a surprisingly short time. I am committed to not fall into that trap and maintain my reporting throughout the Adventure and after I am healed.
As far as how I am doing on the new protocol, I would have to say the second round was easier than the first. The side effects were about the same but they lasted for a shorter period of time or I got used to them faster. I am not sure which of those two statements are what actually happened. When I get the third round it may give me the answer to that quandary. For sure, God has been continually with me in the current protocol just like He was in the first protocol. I am doing well and have not suffered some of the more devastating effects of Chemotherapy. Carol is in town and she went with me this morning to Chemo. Catherine will be in town along with Carol for my retirement next weekend. I am blessed to have such a wonderful, supportive wife and three amazing daughters. Thank you for all the support, encouragement, thoughtful notes, cards, gifts, and kindnesses that have been poured out on my family and me during this journey. Please continue to pray, as you are lead by God, for my family and me all the way to the end of this Adventure.
Thank you,
Price
PS From Jan
Before I get into the meat of the message, I need to give some context to the verse that God gave me for this update. The situation described in the Bible is that Jesus encounters a man filled with unclean spirits who are named Legion. The man was completely uncontrollable and very tormented. (I am leaving out some of the really neat parts where the Legion recognize Jesus as one who could torment them.) Anyway, Jesus gives them permission to leave the man and enter a herd of swine. All 2,000 of the swine immediately run down a steep bank and are drowned in the sea. The herdsmen reported what had happened to everyone they could find and a crowd came to Jesus. As they approached, they saw the tormented man sitting down, clothed and in his right mind and they became frightened. (The world often misses the point of Jesus.) The crowd entreated Jesus to leave and as Jesus was getting into the boat the man who had been demon-possessed asked to go with Jesus. Jesus did not let him. The verse picks up at that point. Mark 5:19 And He did not let him, but He said to him, “Go home to your people and report to them what great things the Lord has done for you, and how He had mercy on you.” Verse 20 states that he did as Jesus asked and everyone marveled. It is ironic that when in the presence of Jesus some people of the world become frightened but when they hear from someone who was touched by Jesus they marvel.
I believe the reason God wanted me to share this verse in relation to my journey is to let everyone know that I am to follow the example of the tormented man when he was told by Jesus to tell the people what had happened. I feel like I am supposed to share my Adventure with Jesus and God as it happens. Doing so helps the people who are praying for my healing to maintain their diligence, it lets others know that Jesus is working in my life in a very powerful way, and it provides insight into Jesus in a way that is non-threatening to those who have not experienced the saving grace that Jesus provides.
It is important for me to report what great things the Lord has done for me and how he had mercy on me. The journey is not over and I pray that I am up to the task of reporting when my healing occurs. The accuser will not appreciate the powerful message that will be reported at that time and the total defeat of him it represents. The other hindrance I foresee to my reporting is the proclivity of us to forget the great things God does for us in a surprisingly short time. I am committed to not fall into that trap and maintain my reporting throughout the Adventure and after I am healed.
As far as how I am doing on the new protocol, I would have to say the second round was easier than the first. The side effects were about the same but they lasted for a shorter period of time or I got used to them faster. I am not sure which of those two statements are what actually happened. When I get the third round it may give me the answer to that quandary. For sure, God has been continually with me in the current protocol just like He was in the first protocol. I am doing well and have not suffered some of the more devastating effects of Chemotherapy. Carol is in town and she went with me this morning to Chemo. Catherine will be in town along with Carol for my retirement next weekend. I am blessed to have such a wonderful, supportive wife and three amazing daughters. Thank you for all the support, encouragement, thoughtful notes, cards, gifts, and kindnesses that have been poured out on my family and me during this journey. Please continue to pray, as you are lead by God, for my family and me all the way to the end of this Adventure.
Thank you,
Price
PS From Jan
I am prompted to report about two special pastors that have been used of God to minister to us during this time. First, we were so blessed, a few weeks after Christmas, to go up to Aubrey Texas to attend church at Oak Grove United Methodist Church. This is a special church because Sunday morning worship takes place in a beautifully renovated building that dates back to the 1800’s. But it was special to us because of the church’s pastor, “Reverend Liz”. We first met Liz approximately 20 years ago when she was Julie’s teacher. She is a gifted teacher and our time with her was very special. This includes the time she came with our family to Colorado on one Spring Break. It was a very exciting day when, during that trip, Liz and I took Carol and Catherine up chair lift #2 at Loveland Ski Basin. A whiteout blizzard came upon us as we got off the lift. We found out later they closed the lift right after we got on. Liz and I got our little snow train of 2 brave little girls down the mountain in one piece with only a touch of frost bite on the tip of Carol’s ear, where it had wiggled out from under her hat. After 20 years in education Liz became a student again and then became a pastor, now with her own church. We were blessed to hear her sermon and see her sweet congregation. We were also blessed to see Price’s name in the church bulletin asking for prayers, when she did not even know we were coming.
We became aware of another special Dallas pastor from picking up a book in
the doctor’s office. The book is My Stronghold: A Pastor’s Battle with
Cancer and Doubts by Joe Fornear. I share this resource because it is a
great book to give to someone fighting cancer. He and his wife have another
book available called In His Grip, Meditations with the Great
Physician. These books can be obtained from Stronghold Ministry, PO BOX
38478, Dallas, Texas 75238 or at www.mystronghold.org.
I close with a picture of Julie and Price taken at Silverado Senior Living
Center where we go to church with my mother. Our little service is conducted by Tim
and Marilyn from Valley View Baptist Church. We are blessed by them as
well!
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